Thursday, 28 Feb, 2009

this few days i haven been in a very good mood... i dunno why... it seems like i cannot connect with everyone or anything i come in contact with... i really wish that i could be the mi again... the mi that you once know...

i rmbed myself being really nice and calm.. i rmbed myself to be always by urside listening to all ur problems.. i rmbed being there for u..trusting u in everything u say.. doing watever u wan and making u happy.. i rmbed being excited whenever i see u..i rmbed being able to look in ur eyes and smile.. i rmbed the kind of feelings i have for u then..i rmbed u telling mi that i'm the one for u and that u hve finally found mi...i rmbed every single smile and tear.. i rmbed loving u alot..

things are getting better now.. and i wish i could walk forward..but fear has held mi back so much i haven dared to take the step... i love u.. but i'm afraid i might fall again... u told mi.. that there will nv be an if again.. u have showed mi so much love.. trying very hard to let mi know that u only love mi... i can feel it..and i appreciate every single thing tat u do... now that u told mi to marry u again.. u told mi that u will settle down in four years... wat should i do.... all i know is that i love u...

Thursday, Feb 19, 2009 part 2

i no longer knw wat i wan... no longer know wat to believe in... sorry.. tell mi wat i need.. tell mi who i am...

I wan to fall sleep...

I'm really tired....

*eyes closing*

Thursday, Feb 19, 2009

Here is something that alwayz get couples into fights.... haiz.. *but it's pretty funni*

Wed, Feb 18, 2009

If u see mi today ... u will see a wandering zombie..
If u ask mi wat happen.. i'll tell u..i dead for heart ache..
If u ask if i need ur help...i'll ask u to leave mi alone..
If u ask mi why... i'll say i'll rather remind cold and angry forever..
If u ask mi to get a life..i'll say FUCK off who the hell r u to tell mi wat to do when u dun even know how i feel
If u say that u understand how i feel...i'll dug ur heart out and leave u alone
If u ask mi why again...i'll say THIS IS HOW I FUCKING FEEL

i once lost interest in love and now.. there is no more love in mi..

Tuesday, Feb 17, 2009 part 2

One of the worst documentary i've seen...

Please do not!!!!! watch if u have a weak heart or fear of disgusting images..

*i decided to skip dinner after watching this*

UNIT 731

Tuesday, Feb 17, 2009

Thank you..=)

Monday, Feb 16, 2009 part 2

I did this silly thing this morning...

100 truths

Share with upmost integrity!100 Truths. After you've filled this out, tag 15 people and have them do the same.

Last beverage → detox tea
Last phone call →him..
Last instant message →got to collect alot of money tml??? from him
Last song you listened to → can't rmb
Last time you cried →this morning coz i yawn too much
HAVE YOU EVER:Dated someone twice → YES
een cheated on →YES. and watever
Kissed someone & regretted it → ?? think so..
Lost someone special→ NO... i still hv my parents and gal and him..

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:

Fallen out of love → ??? no dun think so
Laughed until you cried →NO...i usually yawn till i cry.
Met someone who changed your life → YES!!!
Found out someone was talking about you →Everyone is talking abt mi .
Have you kissed anyone on your top friends? → NO WAY.
How many ppl on your top friends do you know in real life? →ALL OF THEM!!! I LOVE MY FRENZ
How many kids do you want to have → SERIOUSLY...I DUNNO~~!!
Do you have any pets → YES TOO MANY~ my house is turning into mini zoo!!
Do you want to change your name → NO..wat for???
What time did you wake up today →7:30am
What were you doing at midnight last night →with him at seletar WRP.
Name something you CANNOT wait for → MY WEDDING RING!!!! -_-" *kick him*
Last time you saw your father→5 minz ago..
What's one thing you wish you could change →MY WHOLE LIFE.Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → no...tom is like....common but i haven talk to some1 by tat name
What's getting on your nerves right now → nothing~.
What's your real name → See Ru Jun June
Zodiac sign → The fish goat sign... i dunno how to spell lah~
Elementary/primary School → Bedok West Pri Sch
High School → Temasek Sec Sch
Hair color → Brown..coz bloody red dun stay
Long or short → long..but it's still short to mi
Are you a health freak → No~ i wish i am
Righty or lefty → Right..

FIRSTS:

First surgery → NO! i wan and i need a lipo...!!
First piercing → Ears.. and i have alot more..
First best friend → Mutumari *she is kind of lost..somewhere in sg..if she dun married herself to india*
First sport you joined → Swimming..
First pet → ?? tweety?? the stray bird haa!!!
First vacation → Phuket!!
First crush → ???? sec sch?? i think..

CURRENTLY :

Eating → nothing..
Drinking →detox tea..
Waiting → for lunch..
YOUR FUTURE :Want kids? → maybe
Want to get married?→ yes of coz..
Careers in mind? → Operation or HR manager
HAVE YOU EVER:Kissed a stranger → NO!! he/she mmay have forgotten to brush teeth in the morning
Drank hard liquor → Every week!!
Lost glasses/contacts → YES
Ran away from home → ?? wat for??
Broken someone's heart → yes!! *SORRY*
Been arrested → NO WAY NOT FOREVER!!
Turned someone down → YES..
Cried when someone died → YEA!! but everything is over~.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:Yourself → YES... and very much
Miracles → 1% maybe...
Love at first sight → haha yah
Heaven → yes...angelz...
Santa Claus → ??? my bf?? haa
Kiss on the first date → haa yea.
Angels → Yea.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

Is there one person you want to be with right now? → ?? no.. i'm already with him...
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time → ?? maybe....my life is complicated once..
Do you believe in God? → YES~
Is this questionnaire a waste of time? ---> ok la..

Monday, Feb 16, 2009

halo ppl... yawnz i'm pretty damn tired..for no reason... anyway... there is so much to blog abt but i'm too lazy to blog for the pass few days....

I have...

1. TruDtox tea...

2. Eaten lai lai beef noodles

3. Valentine's day

TRUDtox

Rmb my mini missy blog... i mention tat i'm going to do some detox shit... i've wen to watsons and happyly bought trudtox.. i've tried it for a few days.. and it bloody hell work......

It only cost $19.90... 6 sachets..and it works... pretty worth the buy...

Lai Lai Beef Noodles

Besides santouka ramen... i'm also hooked to lai lai's beef noodles... it's located in bugis area... the lane liking suntec to bugis... try it... it's cheap and super nice...

Valentine's day

Tis valentine's day is a really boring one... it's so boring.. i was actually pretty upset with him that day... so not thotfully one.. cannot make one day special juz for mi.. ANYWAY!! i dun wan to talk abt it *watever la*

Dinner was at a japanese place at cuppage area... and it kind of sux too.. the only food that is nice is the chawamushi and the salmon slice..the rest sux...

Two shoots with my darling b4 i leave home for valentine's day... but i give up coz she always move around...

Him and mi...notice i cut my hair alittle and he say not nice... =(

ANYWAY...

Thx kelvin for the bearz... =)

Anyway.... next year v day will crash with CNY...how??? dun tell mi u r going to forget abt v day hor... plz make it suprise for mi can.... *haiz* i'm so heartbroken sometimes..

Thursday, Feb 12, 2009

AH!!! i'm getting FATTER by the DAY!!!!

i knew it all along coz this few weekz i have been eating non stop...supper, steamboat, ice cream, duck, chicken.. watever that i can eat i'll juz eat!!! but i decided that all this must stop when a customer who hasn't seen mi for awhile say I PUT ON ALOT OF WEIGHT!!!..he say...u r look small and lean then~ i was like... WAT THE HELLL!!!! LEAN???!!! think i some kind of meat or wat...!!! *but can't blame him..coz he is a foreigner haa culture difference shit*

ANYWAY... i've tried calling True fitness and even made an appointment with them...but i nv go *evil laugh* coz i know they will burn my fats with their price..

I tried drink HOT green tea.. it is said to increase ur metabolism...meaning burn fats while u sleep.... * din work for mi..maybe i've too much fats to burn!AH!!*

I'm gonna try detoxing soon... of coz not the medicine type but the fruit and herbs type.. but i'm afraid i've to stick to the toilet 24-7 if my body cannot take it....=x

BUT now... besides detoxing...i'll EXECISE!!... i have mini-misSy to motivate mi~

My mini- misSy

Will i call her mini-misSy becoz only bossy and poshy ppl i admire haa... u know wat they say...look up to the one u admire.. Purple hair.. red eyes and eyebrows..hot lipz..big top and red pants *color to WoW passerbyz*..sleeky red and white shoes and her "cannot leave without" jam machine...

She is surely a head turning Babe...

Ok enough of mini-misSy.. now the program that i'll be choosing for my program..

3 Optionz.. CORE, STRENGTH and CARIO

Let's see...

It says in the speech bubble that:

CORE - Train your core for a soild foundation that transfers powerful energy from the inside out.

Strength - Flex those training muscles to build strength and endurance through good form and resistance.

Cardio - Get that heart pumpin' through longer durations and higher intensity workouts.

*scratch head* so chim....

Google it! *sounds familiar...it's the twilight guyz slogn*

After reading some webbyz... i think it's the different stages of execising ba... core 1st, strength 2nd, cardio 3rd...

Of coz..i'm choosing stage 1...

ok NEXT after picking the program..

When and how many time i'm going to start execising... due to my crazy schedule..it's only 2 days per week haa...NO TIME!!!

TO make it more motivating...

mini-misSy actually invites frenz to help motivate u and at the same time spot check on u... dun forget she is bossy ok... and i choose dear to motivate mi coz he is always beside mi but *very hard* he always give mi good food.. BUT he know how to make fun of my fats so..BURN THEM!!

Any way i name my program FifTy.. coz i wan to drop to 50KG!!! juz like before!!!ah!!!

wish mi luck....

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Tuesday, Feb 10, 2009

I MUST BLOG THIS!!!!

Best Ramen i ever have.....*note i dun really like japanese noodles*

Timeless Momentz Presentz.....

RAMEN SANTOUKA

Ramen Santouka is location at The Central.. a mall that is locationed near the boat quay area..This is the second time i've been to this ramen place..

I din know abt this place when we when there the first time.. dear and i actually when from restuant to restuant that day coz everywhere is pack and queue are forming.. We are staving to death that day actually and we wanted to settle our stomachz at waraku.. but when we walked pass this ramen place which is location at the corner of the mall *can't see it at all from outside*... near the toilet somemore..* the displayz outside the entrance attracted mi... so... i peeked into the shop and WOAH! full house somemore got queue.. i was like dying already still wan mi to queue... dear was like queue lor eveywhere is got queue wat.. so RAMEN SANTOUKA it is for the day...

I ordered chashaomian and dear ordered some cold raman * dunno wat's the name*

Anyway, i din take any photos on the first trip coz i din expect myself to be hooked by the ramen they serve...

I was hooked and i went back for more.....

Same as the first trip the noodle place is packed with customers

See it's pack inside and there is a queue forming on the outside... business is good everyday for them... but we did not have to wait very long to be seated... *maybe it's a kind of culture to eat fast and leave as soon as u finish* well it's actually a kind of courtesy to not seat there after u finish ur food when u can see that hungry ppl are waiting for u to last...* unfortuncely not everyone knows courtesy..they think that if they pay they have to right to sit till the seats break..anyway will elaborate abt this later*

back to the noodle place..we waited like 15 mins and we are seated.. fast rite..haa..menu is already provided in the waiting area so u can wait and at the same time decide wat to order.. fast and effective...*good i like..i dun like restuants that make mi wait and bloody hell dare to charge mi service charge!!! ah!!!*

In the noodle place, ice water is serviced FOC and automaticly.. of coz dun exspect them to pour it in ur glass.. since it's free..do it urself ok... all u have to do is lift the jug and pour the water.. they will refill the jug once it's empty..

Anyway... the server came almost immediately after we seat down and took our orders..after thet he or she..*i can't rmb figure out* laid the chopsticks and spoon for us...

Food is served...within 20 mins...

Yum Yum...

My Toro Niku Kara-Miso Ramen

His Tori Ramen

My Toro Niku Kara-Miso Ramen

This Ramen comes in 3 or 4 different soup basic. Spicy miso, miso , blah blah and blah blah *forget* Anyway... the soup is the same.. juz that the degree of salty-ness and spicy-ness is different.

Description from the website...

The element and others - the [me] it is placing the chashaomian and the tool which become difference quantity, the original menu of Santouka's who is eaten. With the [ro] meat chashaomian, being something which luxuriously uses the valuable cheek meat that only 2 - 300g it comes off from a pig head, the tenderness like [toro] of the tuna has held the tasting which is deep.

Dear's Chicken Ramen...

NO description from the website but.. this ramen is must suitable for those who enjoy the sweet gentle taste of light chicken broth.. this ramen maybe the noodles place's best selling noodle..coz i wannted to try it during the first visit but it is out of stock -_-""".

The most amazing thing in the soup is the hard boiled egg... the yokes of the egg is still soft.... o my TIAN~~~

I can't stop thinking of the ramen i ate last night... YUM YUM....

Finished!! excuse the tissue..

Finished too!!! haa~

Happy =)

I HIGHLY recommend this place to anyone out there.. Service is good..Food is great...Big serving and most of all it wun burn ur pocket.. we only spend abt 40 buck for this dinner.. =) super worth ok...

Please visit this place ok....

Hmm...the webby is in japanese www.santouka.co.jp...so babel fish it ok *winkz*

Anyway, abt the ppl that is not willing to leave the seat till the chair break....i'm saying this coz there is this group of indonesian gals * i know they are from the way the talk* juz kept talking and talking after they finish their food despite the long queue outside.. i know it's none of my Fking business but if i am standing outside wait for table with my stomach empty.. i'll be in flames...i dunno...maybe the dun understand or practice the word courtesy in that country.. *eyes roll*

PS: I'm not paid to write this ok... i juz feel like gd stuff must be shared..

Saturday, Feb 7, 2009

OMG!!!

i was on youtube when i saw this.......WAIT b4 i show u.. look at these photoz...

Marisa Miller

Tori Praver

Before anyone say anything abt this photoz.. i wan to emphsize that these photos have nothing to do with porn or anything related..it's prefectly health and it's actually a kind of art...

NO PORN?? then wat so great abt pretty gals in pretty bikiniz..

Wait look again..real bikiniz???

They are all drawn on the modelz...See...

Super creative rite...anyway photos are from http://www.si.com/ (not a dirty site ok..it's actually part of the CNN network)

PS: u guyz pls stop thinking and looking with ur dickz..and it will bring out the artist in you.

Thursday, Feb 5, 2009

Thx to fellow nuffnangers... my post is top 10.

BIG thx to the guyz that nang mi =D

Tues, 3 Feb 2009

sometimes.. it hurtz juz to hear wat ppl say... although i understand that it's nothing..and i know they have their our concerns.... it's juz that somethings are really hurting to hear =( *sobz*

Tue, Feb 3, 2009

Yesterday went to Marine Barrage and New Asia Bar...

Pretty cool places to chill out...

Marine Barrage- First Urban Freshwater Reservoir

Located at marine bay, the marine barrage is a place where family and frenz can gather and spend the whole afternoon admiring the our beautiful city. (If we can juz slow down our pace alittle, singapore is actually a pretty nice island)

Nvm wat i say most impt is the picz..sorry i was there at night so... no picz of the barrage but... i've capture some night scene.

Singapore flyer

view from the barrage from left the IR and right The Singapore Flyer

One of the many fountains

The Viewing Pad

The Waterdrop welcome sign (i dunno the name of this thingy)

Dear with the waterdrop..(sorry ah v.blur)

Random haa...

New Asia Bar..

Located at the top of Swissotel, New Asia Bar showcase singapore's night scene with a hip and urban touch. This lounge concept bar is an ideal place to chill out after work.. but becareful.. dress code is super impt..wear sandals and out u go.

Crystal Chandelier on top of the bar

Our Drink from left Tokyo Garden (eek!) and Virgin Magarita

Boatquay from NewAsia

Cityhall area view from NewAsia

View this places personally and understand wat i mean...

Sun, 1 Feb, 2009

Yesterday spend time with my ite frenz... their i guess the only frenz left from school dayz...
talked abt alot of stuff... miss those carefree dayz...

=)

2 more weeks to valentines day.....*scratch head*