before i start.. i wan you guyz to knw that this is NOT A EMO post juz something that i feel really strong abt recently..
i've been watching a really outdated taiwanese drama *coz i dun have a cable point in my room!=(*
Well.. like everyone knw, Taiwanese drama has got pretty faces in it to attach viewers BUT!! i'm not watching it coz of the actor and actress' face!! it's the storyline and the actor's VOICE!! YES, VOICE!! so soft and gentle! *sound so pervert*
Like any other Taiwanese drama, the storyline is base on a fairytale like love story where a handsome prince will meet and fall in love with a normal gal.
BUT the whole point of this post is that as i watch the drama, i came to realize how much i've change through the years. Of course, everyone grow up and change their mentality on some issues, especially in love.
But have u ever think back and recall your initiate meaning of love??
Everyone has got their own meaning to this word.
Some may think it's happiness.
Some may think it's fearful.
Rmb the first time you held your partner's hand or your first heart break.
Watever it is, everyone tend to forget the initiate meaning of love.
As for mi, i use to be a strong believer of love. Love, where by both parties give mutual trust, love and respect.
But this mentality has long changed.. i no longer can feel the kind of heartache or sweetness.. no longer can give the similar amount of trust and love.
Perhaps that is what they call grown ups love..
hmm... guess this drama has got too much of unrealistic expectation in my brain....
but i kind of found the answer to why i consistently ask for something..
...有可能就是因为她在你身边, 但是却没有足够的安全感..
=) make a guess which Taiwanese drama it is....